Pragmatic

That day as i waved goodbye to those cruel memories, i swored beneath my breath. That's it. That's the most i can tolerate. Anything worse than that and i will retaliate.

I could'nt bring myself to forget the painful incidents and hurts they inflicted on me and i don't think i can ever forgive them. I struggled for years before i can bring myself to trust people again. Do you know how badly i was hurt? I bet you could'nt care less. I will get stronger and one day, i will let you know that patience and forbearance is the key to success....





12/13/08

It has been a while since i last update my blog.

Everyone's has just gradually accepting the undeniable fact and unbridled truth that he has left us to somewhere we,humans,have to reach eventually.But whenever we converse,it is inevitable that we will touch on his history...........i could still remember vividly the day he brought my twin sister and i to airport just to have fun.He bought us dark shades which craggy old dude would wear.His alacritous character made him so amiable ....we ate ice-cream,cracked jokes,laugh,awe-struck by the magnificent views of the air-port........that was many years ago when i was in primary 2 yet it came flooding back to me in torrent only at the last and final moment when i kissed him on the forehead...a kiss goodbye....that memory was when he was still fit as a fiddle...wholesome....it is worth remeniscing........so warmth yet heart-wrenching...

After a few years,he became wheel-bounded.....viruses and bacterias attacked,assailed and tortured him mercilessly since then...yet he maintained a sanguine attitude till the day he was hospitalised......his immunity level fell and he no longer had the will to battle against the nefarious unknown diseases.

Ever since his departure,my grandma seems to fall into slight delirium.I know it takes a period to adapt to life without him.Currently,she does'nt has the mood to cook her signature vegetarian dishes and desserts but we will definitely await for the table of sumptuous dishes she used to cook for us and for him......
And i do know the impossibility of taking the fact of his death to her stride completely as they were once a lovey-dovey couple and their marriage lasted forty seven years.........

i would definitely fulfil my grandpa wishes...........
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