satisfied or illusion?

melissa's right.......4s1 is drifting apart.....i had try every plausible ways to make concessions to accept others and tried to live ways like their in class yet only a handful appreciated and accepted me. I 'broke class goals' and tried to be humorous but it is tiring..I do not believe that everything is foreordained yet it seems destined....=_=

I have adapted to secondary four life and although there are alot of supplementary lessons and tests, i did not feel streesful.Instead, I have learnt to cope them well and doing the best of my capabilities. Drama training became so fun lately after miss Tan came.I looked forward to every training to hone my acting skills.

Motto: wOrK HaRd for the FiNaL lAp!

update!
on 21/1/09, i am formally a sixteen years old girl and enjoying my sweet sixteen life. The girls[you know who] made a ruckus in the class during recess time, vying to let me try their home-made food specially made for me.so sweet......They were great and the food is palatable[honestly!].I tried every single one till my stomach was bloated.THANKS GIRLS!I received their gift the next day and was touched.........it was the greatest present i ever received in my sixteen birthdays.

26/1/09, It's Chinese New Year but i did not enjoy myself.My parents are verbally hurting each other because of my domestic helper..........I hoped everything turns out well!

Time to set off.

It's hard to assimilate the truth that i'm secondary four now.Time really flies and before i knew, i'm turning sweet sixteen this year and sitting for o'level examinations.In school, we are going at full force and no deceleration or else we will crash.Knows what i mean?
2009 is a year full of excitement yet it gives me a sense of intrepid and apprehensive. Questions like:
''Are you thinking of going to junior college or polytechnic?''
''What is your ambition?''
''Have you thought of going to university or further your studies at overseas?''
kept bombarding me.To be honest, I've not given much thought to such issues. I just knew that whatever my career is in the future, it must be a job that creates bliss, joys and hope to people.I do not aspire to be a renown artiste, an oratorically eloquent lawyer, a skillful doctor and etc. I just want to do a job that i enamored, not coercion that force me to something i distaste of. Life is full of mysteries and every process we gone through, unravels a new chapter that will affects us indefinitely. Life is but a sprig.It is fragile and short lived. Though we may not know what might happen to us in the future, maintaining a sanguine attitude, being high-spirited and good fortitude is what we should have now to welcome the unknown future.

Am i proficiency in arts or dexterity in sports?I have no idea.But i guess i do not have for the latter one. One thing i knew, i love dancing........and thanks to bevan who has given me the chance to be exposed to hip-hop, locking and popping and kindle my passion for them when im in sec 2. On top of that, i knew i will never forget the dance experiences i have compiled and i will never relinquish dance.[but i do not aspire to be a dancer.just an interest.]

~stay in tune~