Pragmatic

That day as i waved goodbye to those cruel memories, i swored beneath my breath. That's it. That's the most i can tolerate. Anything worse than that and i will retaliate.

I could'nt bring myself to forget the painful incidents and hurts they inflicted on me and i don't think i can ever forgive them. I struggled for years before i can bring myself to trust people again. Do you know how badly i was hurt? I bet you could'nt care less. I will get stronger and one day, i will let you know that patience and forbearance is the key to success....





11/9/08

love..........

all the sufferings had finally ended,all the anticipation had finally come to a halt ...everything is or should i say gained freedom....
my grandpa was announced dead on the 1st of october 2008....after exactly fifty days of suffering in the hospital,he had left us for good.....we are happy for him.....the demise of our love one is painful yet a happy moment....all of us were there when he left....in the icu unit.....on the previous night,we were told that we should prepare for the worst.....we took it hard at first but finally accepted it....we knew this day would definitely come ....so,we celebrated his birthday in the icu unit with special pernission granted.....because this is his last and the final birthday...we stayed up all night to monitor his health.....but his blood presurre kept decreasing .....decreasing....and decrease even further to a ? mark.......the monitor could no longer detact his blood pressure......gradually,his heartbeat sensor shown a ? mark too......a queer phenomenon shown up......his blood pressure sensor rose to 33,dropped to 0.....until my grandma gave him a goodbye kiss,then did everything end well......the sp02,bloodpressure,heartbeat remained 0...........he died at 7.53 a.m...........on the very same day,we attended his funeral.......it was heart-wrenching......every single one of us cry our heart out....my grandma is grief-stricken.........

on monday,i went to school feeling dejected and attended lessons.....also to pass my grandpa death certificate to my form teacher.........i missed lessons on tue as well as wed......on wednesday,we headed to the crematorium..........


to my dearest grandpa:
we love u..........

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