stress out!!

my body felt bein mutilated!!damn stress.....homeworks are never ending....not even a moment of relaxation......breathing hard.....almost gasping ...!_!

today,i completed so many written essays...compo,lit unseen prose,maths 2006 paper 2,montage ws,chinese compo..................+_=


ok,today, i woke up at 9am and did some maths....then i accompanied my mom to chong pang....to get FBT shorts for my sis for her volleyball outfits......i bot another watch also.....now,together i have 3 dear watches.....im gonna start my collections of watch!!!!!!!then at around ...12pm,we headed home.....

and again,CHIONGIONG ASSIGNMENTS!

finished everything at around 73opm......its exhausting..........really weary....especially unseen prose....so tedious...writing almost 3 and the half pages in fear that it will be rejected again....hope not again!!!

^t^


tomorrow schooling.....YyY

touched....

attended mr ben matrimony..........watch thrillers,exchange of rings ceremony...etc....and after that,went to ah ma hse.....i was almost lost!!!!luckily i asked a auntie for the routes to take.....-_-

gotta focus.....end of year exams starting next week.....


yesterday,i slept at 1.50....almost 2 am did i went to bed....y?????????doin hw.........phew...!!including reading idioms book.....theres compo,math ex 14D,math specimen paper 2[but i lost the qns paper and therefore felt stress and couldnt sleep]..,chinese newspaper format writing............-_-

this morning,i woke up and sneezed..........and what happened next????????i bleed.......eieiei.....my blood can fill a pail!from 6 am i bleed till 650 am.................it was horrible and terrible....even when i brush my teeth,wash my face,i got to pinch my nose hard to prevent the blood from staining the whole basin........the whole scene was indeed gruesome......had no idea wad came over me.............phew....

work loads are increasing and is more than expected........-u-..maths corrections is my biggest challenge...cho hung returned so many past assignments at a go ........!!!!!gotta burn mid night oil to complete..........laborious!!!!dark eye rings are more obvious now.....haix.....any products to introduce????????

although life is more hectic now, but i knew im living life to the fullest........=u=

feel like sleeping this very moment..........

twosome outing....

its hilarious!!!!!guess wad we bot for madel as a gift?cant mention it now cox madel will peep on my blog and will not be a surprise anymore....-v-

at around 430pm,i was supposedly meeting with hazi and reeta to go to woodlands...for>>some kind of hari raya bazaar....i was rather excited until on my way to meet them,reeta msg me n said some matter cropped up and couldnt go....well,then its left with me and hazi....

we met at mrt station and took the train to woodlands...in the train,hazi mention something about supernatural issues....its creepy.....i wouldnt wan to mention it in fear that it is showing disrespect.......

when we reach our destination,we alighted .......it was quite a disappointment when we reach there as it seem the style of a 'PASAR MALAM' instead of a grand bazaar........nevertheless,we quite enjoyed ourselves........we gad around and bags caught our views.....we gape at the designs of the bags and left with great disappointment.....we dint buy...-_-..but we make a pact to go back and buy when we save sufficient amount of $......


after that,we went in to cause way point and did window shopping....walk walk walk walk.....and ;times up,we went back to the bazaar and bot food......and then headed home.........8v8

gratifying!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS MADEL!!!!!!!!

its damn nice....!!!!yea....artistic feel...fvf.....


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ended,,,,,,,

on 16/9, we had our last dance..........we are all in this together.

yesterday,17/9,weary........gotta help out in props explanatory,draw costume designs,layout design................sci chpt12.... chinese spellings.........argh!!!!!!!!felt sudden anger surging inside me...felt so confuse yet so contented.............-_-











end..

wonderful experience...feel like superstar!

this morning we had filming goin on...we reached school early to practice...and funny loke was dancing again!!!!!!gonna have new fascinating videos on her soon...!!!!!!!!!

ok, i will continue what were the whole list of things happening today...when the disney channel crew came,and after they set up the necessary props,we started filming...it feels simply wonderful...we had at 10 shots at different angles..and when we perspire alot,theres assistant there to help us wipe our face and a male make-up artiste to do touch-up....when we came to the last shot,the poppers was unable to pop at the correct timing..and when it finally did, the whole tube of poppers flew from one end to the corner....it was definitely hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!+w+

after the shoots in the hall,we headed towards the music room for mr ben interview.....we had to be at the background dancing and pretend to learn dance steps from mr ben,cox they had to film the whole process.then mr ben impart his special learning talks to us about the whole process he been together wih us...about observations,inspire and influencing others....in a good way....all of us would miss him terribly after next week,his wedding.....-_-he was a great instructor,confidante,friend,buddy after all.......*w*

everything ended at around 6.15 and mr ben treat us mac....so generous of him...-v-
it was quite late when we came out from mac....around 8.30...
took bus home after that....

first time..

this morning went to check on duty board and was glad that i was the 2nd ic for lower sec recess block...First time being 2nd ic.....4v4...nothing more to update le....then after school, chang hee and i briefed our member;zhi sheng,kim chye and 2 buddies,jia yu,joanne,nazry...but only the high-lighted names came........they are so cooperative...


i remembered now....theres a huge commotion today at blockG..LEVEL 3 N 4....PHEW!!!!!the sec 2 guys are creating trouble for councillors and would not cooperate.....feel like flaring up but contained my anger well enough....they are really trying to provoke us and testing our patience....theres simply a limitation for their inappropriate behaviours...well,if they still would not cooperate,then..we have to resort on the last method,report to miss soo....tats not the option that i want to give them but it is going to a level that is intolerable...if such cases persist, i guess all lower sec recess block members will soon have high blood pressure...6n6


last but not least, tomorrow will definitely be a weary day for dustbuster....going back to school for filming........i guess it will be an enjoyable experience......hahax..'w'

q_q

dint post for the last 2 days cox im too tired......
today, it seems like a misery day for me....without realizing, i cried.......for??i don noe....im probably too stress or too troubled......-_-.....
yesterday i tried to ask my mom for money to cut my hair but she flare up........and refuseD......i dint do anything wrong yet i have to face all the criticism...........@_@....well,what do i have to do?but to bottled it up all inside me.......feel like writing poem this very minute...

am i the one i am?
are u the one im familiar?
y am i feeling this way this min,aggrieve?
i yearn for the better but how?
im clueless........
trying to brush off the pain that have inflicted in my heart....tried hard but to no avail....



sorry to have bored u companions, but that was how i feel right this moment......


a moment of infatuation yet folly.........-_-


i have got back my report book and did reasonably well...but not the standard i targeted.....5 As and 4Bs

p_p

after one week holi.....

this morning i walk to school.....and i only took 20 min!!!!..`w`...fast aye...
and today was very restless and lethargic...don noe y......almost fell asleep in history lesson....-_-
but tried to pep myself up by forcing my eye to open BIG BIG.....and that was even more tiring.....
after sch, someone keep pestering me for my ORANGE watch...u noe who u r...hahahaha.....like a jest......ok...i will stop here....



boring ay????no alternatives.....9w9

CHAMPION

we emerge as champion for MSR competition!!!!!!!!!!
dustbuster rocks!!
we reach ps at 12pm..the earliest....cox we want to see alan luo........qing ning was damn disappointed when she didnt have the chance to take photo og xiao zhu......'

we went there and have lunch...mrs zahri treat us....then we went to report at around 230 for briefing.and we are being filmed for disney channel........and at 330 ,the competiton start!!!!!!! 1_1.....nervous yet excited.......finally its our turn and we went up there giving it all.....we r the 1st team.....after all groups finished their performance,we stayed around for the result.........and finally the long awaited result was out...........we held on to each other hand and hoped for the very best.....consolation prize pass,third prize pass,and then GRAND prize........whole atmosphere was so tense......and then the MC announce ORCHID PARK!!!!we hugged each other numerous times and went on stage to receive goodie bags, a FREE HANDPHONE, TROPHY, and a $2500 cheque..the other participants was so friendly and they came forward to congratulate us........9v9

the feeling was wow!!!!



and after that we had another round of dancing......

and we stayed back for filming and photographing....it feels like STARS!!cool yea....we went backto school feeling lethargic and headed home..........=w=



does anyone have DISNEY CHANNEL????????????

hsm training....

went mac with qn to teach her math....really vomit blood......p_p..then after that came victoria and then went to school together....for MSR training....we started a new exercise....listen to music and do popping....fun yea...8u8....then we did our regular routine....play the music and do full out.....but without me knowing y, my right leg hurt....really painful...k_k.....

im worrying if i am goin to delay the group progress and bring down the whole group joyous and energetic performance....but i will definitely do mu utmost tomorrow...my dream day......MSR final......



DUSTBUSTER hope to achieve the best and we really think we can do it!!!!!!!


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study!!!!!!!!

today really went all the way out....doin hw....yea!!!!!i have completed all assignments....
math mensuration exercises, SETSws 4n5, chinese journal, eng narrative writing and mindmap planning, history inference skill recap ws, science theory chpt 9.............but left with reader.....ARGH!!!!!

accompanied zqh to buy sci theory workbook....she lost it ..haix0_0..
really studious...went library with zqh and shuxin...on the way zqh and i keep making fun of sx....*v*...when we reach woodland library,sx starts her cold joke...ITS REALLY COLD....rate it yourself!!!

one guy went to a library with his companions and out of the blue,he shouted
'1 cheeseburger!'
then the librarian came forward to shut him up...and showed him the SILENT sign..the next moment,the guy whisper to his friend
;1 cheeseburger'...


AND THATS THE END OF THE COLD JOKE....i stoned...@_@...


after the cold joke,we finally step into the library and took the escalator..we search each level for seats with table but in vain..p_ -

sx and i did math hw while zqh was struggling in redoing whole of sci theory...sort of sympathizing her...9v9..

at around 5pm, we pack up and went to eat dinner at KFC....then took mrt ane headed home sweet home....TvT

hsm training...

woke up at around 8 and went mac to study....but all the others came late..wad the....
without realising wad im doin, i called qing ning to mac when madeleine was also there...both of them are always at loggerheads....-_-..

at around 11.10 qing ning and i headed to school for MSR training....when mr ben arrive, he watch the performance at plaza singapura with us and pointed out all the mistakes....after that we start training...amendments were make...and it took quite long for all of us to get it right...9_0....when we started to talk among ourselves, he became very angry...b_b....and shouted at us...but we still enjoy....because we know what he did was good for us...=v=....FANNY/FUNNY LOKE was definitely a joker today....we are laughing our heads off watching her dancing..with clumsy movements....wow...and thats fascinating!we videoed it down and put up on class blog..to let others have the chance to catch a glimpse of that great,,,,u noe wad i mean tt 'cutie dance',,to put it more encouraging,!!!!

#v#.



i missed the chance to watch movie again!!!!today mr ben delayed the time so couldnt make it ....noe wad!!in my 14 years life, i only watch 4 movies before!!tts pathetic..isnt it>???o_o...

tiring day..

phew..trying to finish all assignments today.....i had just completed math ws 4 n 5....

yaya is gone....and i miss her ...really missing her...i thought time will heal my pain but it added even more misses......will she be back??i doubt so.....i still hope that one day she will be back to make me laugh....

we did it...!

AT 7.35 PM, i receive a call from janice and guess what!
DUSTBUSTER make it to the final....we are one of the 5 finalists!!!!!!!!!!our effort had finally paid off......felt sooo great!!!!!!!!!@v@

finally....

yesterday performance was a fun and great one....
'my school rocks' audition was soooo fun....and i must say, we did it...
DUSTBUSTER rock....*v*..

all thanks to our instructor, mr ben and arron.....

thanks to all supporters from orchid park...and my friends...
when its our turn to go on stage, we are nervous but all of you guys cheers and moral support really calm us down..u all really liven up our spirit....and whatmore, mr ben gave our performance 85 marks..and many people came up to dustbuster members and said well done...the feeling is simply wow..after our turn, after much persuasion then arron treated us 4 large cokes and 2 large milo from macdonald..and we saw mr ben fiancee and arron girlfriend..both are really beauties!!...

through this MSR competition, i enjoyed myself and get to know people that i resent last time....

hope we can into the final......&v&