Pragmatic

That day as i waved goodbye to those cruel memories, i swored beneath my breath. That's it. That's the most i can tolerate. Anything worse than that and i will retaliate.

I could'nt bring myself to forget the painful incidents and hurts they inflicted on me and i don't think i can ever forgive them. I struggled for years before i can bring myself to trust people again. Do you know how badly i was hurt? I bet you could'nt care less. I will get stronger and one day, i will let you know that patience and forbearance is the key to success....





10/15/07

wad the hack is goin on?

today another bad thing happen.......!_!

i was watching vcds from 12 to 3 pm......then my dad,flare up and shouted at me and confiscate the vcds.......wad the hack....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exam is over and cant i relax???????wad his reason for doin so is that i don pay for the electricity bills!and wad more infuriating is that he shouted at me to GET A JOB!how old am i to get a job????????????????????????????????????????????????
a father behaving like a child and childish act!i cant stand it...............=_=
im jux a 14 years old teenager and who is goin to hire me????

and he demanded me to clear my desk.......but as i said,the com had occupied almost al the available spaces and where can i place my things?and he said throw things that are unnecessary..........wad i have is mainly books!so are all the books considered as unnecessary?nobody think for me.................they never spare a thought for me........................well,wad can i expect from them.....im jux aggrieved by it........he even said that he would throw anything that he sees if it to him messy!under the bed,theres books and those are my mom who suggested that i can place it there and im the one getting scolded.............my mom even said very sarcastically that she is the one who suggested and said she had tolerated me long enough......@_@


im saddened by my dad unreasonable reasons.............link back to the previous post,he is angry over that im not willing to help him......................haix....haix......
and that i always pull a long face.........................and i am apathetic towards the family................but had they ever spare a thought for me???
actually i had promised to meet nicolette to teach her cycle but because i was told to clear my desk that i had to cancel the plan.......+_+

my mom was so favoritism towards my sis......i already tol her that i am having my collection of watches and yet she bot 4 and let my sis choose 2 as she like or even all 4............she was not interested in watches until i ask my mom buy!im not bein petty but its really not fair........wad my mom bot for my sis is exceptionally nice and with exquisite designs...............feel like.......0_0

my bro,the one who abuse me,was gloating away when i get scolded by my dad,mom..............#_#


great family,isnt it!

K_K

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