satisfied or illusion?

melissa's right.......4s1 is drifting apart.....i had try every plausible ways to make concessions to accept others and tried to live ways like their in class yet only a handful appreciated and accepted me. I 'broke class goals' and tried to be humorous but it is tiring..I do not believe that everything is foreordained yet it seems destined....=_=

I have adapted to secondary four life and although there are alot of supplementary lessons and tests, i did not feel streesful.Instead, I have learnt to cope them well and doing the best of my capabilities. Drama training became so fun lately after miss Tan came.I looked forward to every training to hone my acting skills.

Motto: wOrK HaRd for the FiNaL lAp!

update!
on 21/1/09, i am formally a sixteen years old girl and enjoying my sweet sixteen life. The girls[you know who] made a ruckus in the class during recess time, vying to let me try their home-made food specially made for me.so sweet......They were great and the food is palatable[honestly!].I tried every single one till my stomach was bloated.THANKS GIRLS!I received their gift the next day and was touched.........it was the greatest present i ever received in my sixteen birthdays.

26/1/09, It's Chinese New Year but i did not enjoy myself.My parents are verbally hurting each other because of my domestic helper..........I hoped everything turns out well!