Pragmatic

That day as i waved goodbye to those cruel memories, i swored beneath my breath. That's it. That's the most i can tolerate. Anything worse than that and i will retaliate.

I could'nt bring myself to forget the painful incidents and hurts they inflicted on me and i don't think i can ever forgive them. I struggled for years before i can bring myself to trust people again. Do you know how badly i was hurt? I bet you could'nt care less. I will get stronger and one day, i will let you know that patience and forbearance is the key to success....





10/16/08

time crisis

well,its hard to remain optimistic and to be cheerful ...my grandpa is hospitalised for the 4th week,which is 1 full month.He isn't getting any better.Which in turn,worsen.I knew he is in excrutiating pain....groaning in pain,bearing the pain,living in pain.He is still running a high fever for the 6th day.......His face is pale,blood pressure is much too low.A normal person blood bressure should be above 100 but his is only 60+....today,when he went for dialysis,something cropped up again.his blood pressure dropped even lower to 50+......immediately,the nurses stopped the dialysis session and the doctor quickly examine him.His condition is still a mystery.The doctors have no inkling about his illness.It is referred as a unique case.His body is attacked by unknown viruses.We are told to prepare for the worst.Watching my grandpa suffering is unbearable.I doubt he can hold on any longer....it's just a matter of time......He needed special bed too because due to lack of movements and lying on the bed for too long,his butt is itchy and redden...a spacious mattress which cost $10 more than the usual one per day.When he heard of it,he is even more depressed.He feels that he is a burden to us......definitely not!

For the year end examinations,i scored quite well which is quite comforting......6As and 1Bs......class position is 4 and level position is 7...im contented.

~end~

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