UPDATE!

WELL,TIREDNESS is really killing me!busying with this and that...but kinda fun though!haha
achievements for this term!
1.good performance at the glass gallery[drama][5 performances on that day]
2.opss so you think you can dance champion team
3.consolation prize[only 10 cp to be given out] for the reading club competition

For the reading club competition,there were many conflicts going on...of course is not between teammates but with the lin lao tai!so many amendments and changes of designs to be made because of her...everybody's schedule is so tight yet she dint bother to go along with our schedules but hers...and i was scolded harshely by her because i could'nt hand in the chinese letter-writing on time![defence:there was glass gallery performance on that day and the drama members were under early releasement order!she gave us the work 10 mins before i left and expect me to hand in by that day!it was so ridiculous,right?i came back to school at 9p.m.++]

i was really slogging my guts for the reading club comp.i design the whole concepts ,instruct ppl on wad to do[most challenging job],buy this and that,being scolded for this and that...but luckily in the team there are some nice ppl too who stand by me!!they are
1.anna[make plasicine figurines]
2.jia min[cutting,painting,colouring]
3.melissa[do everything with me!thanks!]
4.shuxin[colouring,going out buying stuffs]
5.wei chou[drawing,going out buying stuffs]
6.kong ming[wimpish,petty![50 cents only]haha..jkjk...helping out here and there
7.cho hung[helping out with alot of stuffs]
8.shaun[help out in everything!]
THANKS everyone!



i really pray and hope that i can really rest well for the next few weeks!let me get recharged fully first before any big event comes by...please god!

term 3 is coming to an end in 1 more week...term 4 approaching!exams are nearer!more homeworks awaiting!stress are increasing!time for sleeping are decreasing!

tian!jia you!haha....

well,overall,this term is definitely a tiring,laborious and weary term for me...sad moments are much more than happy moments....my mood thus swings easily ...sorry friends if i am abit too harsh and cold towards u gals sometimes previously..i was really under stress by someone and almost falling to depression....but i can talk to no one.[i really don dare to trust anyone[friend] anymore.the word 'friend' to me is getting scarier.it was like a monster,a curse...everytime i try to overcome it by trusting friends,they will either betray or abandon me when they have other friends.it was painful to be forgotten and ditch by ppl who u think is friend...therefore,im used to being alone,working slolely alone,looking and responding coldly to ppl.......even if i say,there is no solution to it so i kept it to myself....but i really appreciate your encouragements....it was warmth and soothing to hear...gave me a little strength to defeat my depression....but best remedy for me is to be alone...and probably enclose myself.nut i will heal my wound myself reaL effective and u will see a happy and smiley tian in no time!

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