started tuition since this tue........quite effective i guess....cant be sure though.......well,quite ex.......but cheap for 4 subjects isnt it??it consists =A-math =E-math =physic =english......8 lessons....and every lessons is 2 hrs........fees is $190...........going on the right track again........mux be studious.......cant wreck everything....all the efforts.......although the fees is $190,my dad only paid $100...i paid the $90.........after every 8 lessons......cant go out anymore.....theres so much things i wanna do but seems that i cant.........sacrifice is a definite mux..........scrimp and saved hard...play less........thats the most i can do to fork out the money.......


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WELL,MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FAMILIES has never been good.....but now hes become worse.....from worse to worst.....dad finding my mistakes.......telling me off at any other moment,mom,talk to me in a sarcastic way,siblings maligning me spoiling the computer,beat me,scold me,derogate me every now and then..........!_!


everything my fault.......feels like severing ties........i guess i won feel sad......im pretty sure that i won......they never really shower me with any care and concern..much more any love........*_*



one day i will depart from this hse.........this family.....



buying books,tuition fees,everything got to be cheap.........but thats an investment........isnt it???
many things i gotta pay myself.....thats hard.......im nearly at my wit end.....goin bonkers......



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