free!!

well,yesterday packed all those make-ups that i possess.....alot that i wanna discard cox no more space for them to occupy....hha.....haha...then thought of charlie angels.......msg all 4 of them then all reply so fast!!!!!!!haha.......1st is siying,2nd,reeta,3rd,shuxin,4th,zqh...........haha......normally msg shuxin to await for her reply will be a few days...then cox of this shes replied so fast....haha.............all of them said yes!!!!!!!!!!haha.......i was surprised or rather taken aback by reeta ans.....haha....cos both of us usually very man de[1 issue to clarify!is til very man de only put on make-up for performances or really special events.....all make-up items are from my sis......all new de then she don wan......even branded de,,,like christian dior,lancome........haha] then now she also wan.....become gu niang liao......haha...i tol shuxin and zqh.....they were both surprised too...haha...........reeta good for u!!!!!!!!!!!!!now becoming ah gal liao.......haha



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mm,today help my dad...then went to ah ma hse.......delicious red bean soup waiting to be eaten by me....so fortunate ......love you ah ma....haha......every saturday will make red bean soup for me............*v*

well,i confessed to my dagu about the golden dress last week but she had forgotten to ask tell sheena[owner of the dress].......maybe need to compensate.....not sure.....but feel relief after releasing a burden from my shoulder........don wanna hide the truth anymore...........honesty is better......9_9

thats it.......re-watching bleach.....love it......thanks to chang hee william and kok kiong for recommending me this anime......and discussed it with me..........kok kiong!i win u for this pk challenge......haha.....i took a shorter period to finish watching.....haha.....don cry.....i can hear u.....haha....
and thanks chang hee for the earrings...



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started tuition since this tue........quite effective i guess....cant be sure though.......well,quite ex.......but cheap for 4 subjects isnt it??it consists =A-math =E-math =physic =english......8 lessons....and every lessons is 2 hrs........fees is $190...........going on the right track again........mux be studious.......cant wreck everything....all the efforts.......although the fees is $190,my dad only paid $100...i paid the $90.........after every 8 lessons......cant go out anymore.....theres so much things i wanna do but seems that i cant.........sacrifice is a definite mux..........scrimp and saved hard...play less........thats the most i can do to fork out the money.......


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WELL,MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FAMILIES has never been good.....but now hes become worse.....from worse to worst.....dad finding my mistakes.......telling me off at any other moment,mom,talk to me in a sarcastic way,siblings maligning me spoiling the computer,beat me,scold me,derogate me every now and then..........!_!


everything my fault.......feels like severing ties........i guess i won feel sad......im pretty sure that i won......they never really shower me with any care and concern..much more any love........*_*



one day i will depart from this hse.........this family.....



buying books,tuition fees,everything got to be cheap.........but thats an investment........isnt it???
many things i gotta pay myself.....thats hard.......im nearly at my wit end.....goin bonkers......



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photos consisting of wild wild wet performance,sakura outing

wild wild wet performance

on 7 dec,dustbusters went to perform at wild wild wet.........disney channel invited us..........unluckily shortly after our arrival,i became very sick[feverish and cough] and was escorted to the sick bay to rest........but insisted on performing.............abstaining from eating oily stuffs....so sad.....watch others ate kfc.........argh!but i ate only fish porridge......the soup was oily,the rice was hard and only 4 pieces of pathetic sliced fish........then watch others performances......i preferred heeleys.....so cool..........then our turn....felt groggy and vomited immediately after our performance.....boarded the bus and went back to sch.........then so sweet of kathleen and janice to escort me back home after hailing a cab....send me back under my block.......then ate medicine and slept......