It has been a while since i last update my blog.

Everyone's has just gradually accepting the undeniable fact and unbridled truth that he has left us to somewhere we,humans,have to reach eventually.But whenever we converse,it is inevitable that we will touch on his history...........i could still remember vividly the day he brought my twin sister and i to airport just to have fun.He bought us dark shades which craggy old dude would wear.His alacritous character made him so amiable ....we ate ice-cream,cracked jokes,laugh,awe-struck by the magnificent views of the air-port........that was many years ago when i was in primary 2 yet it came flooding back to me in torrent only at the last and final moment when i kissed him on the forehead...a kiss goodbye....that memory was when he was still fit as a fiddle...wholesome....it is worth remeniscing........so warmth yet heart-wrenching...

After a few years,he became wheel-bounded.....viruses and bacterias attacked,assailed and tortured him mercilessly since then...yet he maintained a sanguine attitude till the day he was hospitalised......his immunity level fell and he no longer had the will to battle against the nefarious unknown diseases.

Ever since his departure,my grandma seems to fall into slight delirium.I know it takes a period to adapt to life without him.Currently,she does'nt has the mood to cook her signature vegetarian dishes and desserts but we will definitely await for the table of sumptuous dishes she used to cook for us and for him......
And i do know the impossibility of taking the fact of his death to her stride completely as they were once a lovey-dovey couple and their marriage lasted forty seven years.........

i would definitely fulfil my grandpa wishes...........
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love..........

all the sufferings had finally ended,all the anticipation had finally come to a halt ...everything is or should i say gained freedom....
my grandpa was announced dead on the 1st of october 2008....after exactly fifty days of suffering in the hospital,he had left us for good.....we are happy for him.....the demise of our love one is painful yet a happy moment....all of us were there when he left....in the icu unit.....on the previous night,we were told that we should prepare for the worst.....we took it hard at first but finally accepted it....we knew this day would definitely come ....so,we celebrated his birthday in the icu unit with special pernission granted.....because this is his last and the final birthday...we stayed up all night to monitor his health.....but his blood presurre kept decreasing .....decreasing....and decrease even further to a ? mark.......the monitor could no longer detact his blood pressure......gradually,his heartbeat sensor shown a ? mark too......a queer phenomenon shown up......his blood pressure sensor rose to 33,dropped to 0.....until my grandma gave him a goodbye kiss,then did everything end well......the sp02,bloodpressure,heartbeat remained 0...........he died at 7.53 a.m...........on the very same day,we attended his funeral.......it was heart-wrenching......every single one of us cry our heart out....my grandma is grief-stricken.........

on monday,i went to school feeling dejected and attended lessons.....also to pass my grandpa death certificate to my form teacher.........i missed lessons on tue as well as wed......on wednesday,we headed to the crematorium..........


to my dearest grandpa:
we love u..........

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