Time For A Change: 2009

Pragmatic

That day as i waved goodbye to those cruel memories, i swored beneath my breath. That's it. That's the most i can tolerate. Anything worse than that and i will retaliate.

I could'nt bring myself to forget the painful incidents and hurts they inflicted on me and i don't think i can ever forgive them. I struggled for years before i can bring myself to trust people again. Do you know how badly i was hurt? I bet you could'nt care less. I will get stronger and one day, i will let you know that patience and forbearance is the key to success....

5/18/09

chill out!

What is your future going to be like in ten years down the road?

The question has never cross my mind up until now.

Is your future vocation your dream job and the one you will pursue at any costs or is it a job that u have to accept because of the pay?
This is an intriguing thought..........

To be honest, I have not a single idea of my future career up until now. I am THINKING of becoming a doctor. That may sound far-fetch and may be a little crazy to some. But, why not? I'm thinking.........

Recently, I have been feeling a little depress over family problems. Why do i get the feeling of being neglected and uncared for? Is it because i came from a large family with many other siblings or is it true that i am not worthy of it? Nonetheless, i have straighten out my thoughts.

I am going to learn to be strong no matter what happens. I must not be pessimistic. I have to rely on myself for comfort.No one will be there to let me bawl my eyes out and neither will there be a shoulder for me to lean on.

Examination is finally over and it is time to chill out and relax after 3 weeks of hard work! Gonna celebrate with the gals tomorrow! party world, here we come!haha!